Chara Dreemurr..? (
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May 23rd || Oh God Kids Turn Your iStones Off
Content Warning: This post will contain discussions of death, physical harm, and self-hate from children. Other threads may also be tagged with their own warnings for self-harm, suicide, or abuse- these warnings will be communicated with thread participants prior to posting said content.
[It starts mid conversation, as an abrupt a beginning as the call itself. Even mid sentence, however, there’s amusement in the tone of the speaker, dry and caustic.]
...Think it’s quite funny, actually. Go ahead. Underestimate me.
You should try it, Partner. Adults are terribly gullible. You’re hardly responsible if they want to look like an ass.
[A pause. Then the reply comes; a different voice, equally young, but softer. Blunted at the edge by resignation and annoyance.]
Why? We just do whatever we want anyway. No matter what they say.
It’s funny, for one. [The other voice retorts, lightning fast.] Maybe you’ll even do something crazy, like…. smile.
I am smiling. Look.
[Another beat. It’s unclear whether the speaker is, in fact, smiling.]
...I can tell, [It’s unclear whether the speaker can, in fact, tell.] Besides, that’s hardly the worst thing adults do.
I know. [They let that hang for a moment, and then their tone shifts.] But it’s better sometimes. They don’t realize they’re in our way. So it’s easier to move them.
Unless they insist they aren’t going to be moved. [They mutter darkly.] You know who I mean, don’t you? The helpful ones.
[Their tone and pitch shifts into a high mockery of someone- or anyone at all.]
But I can help you, Chara! I know what you’re going through! Tell me about what happened to you, in intimate detail, so I may then pat my bum that I’ve taken care of you as best I can. Oh, Frisk dear, you just seem so quiet! I know that Chara must scare you badly- why would you ever let them stick around?
Stop.
[More forceful, this time, lined with hard disgust. There’s a shift in the audio, like nails scraping gently over metal.]
They’re all stupid. I don’t care if they think we’re useless. At least they won’t look at us that way.
What, you mean there’s no thousand year old magic barrier to break, this time? No future of humans and monsters? No angel? [Chara lets out a faux sigh of distress.] What a pity. And here I was, spiking your punch with bone hurting juice, just to ensure they had a head start on making our lives miserable.
I said I just did what I wanted. Breaking the barrier. And everything else, too. Even if monsters treated us differently, they still didn’t do anything.
[Frisk stops, and the scraping sound stops, too. Something else bleeds into their tone.]
Don’t worry. They won’t stop us.
They better not. [As Chara speaks, their voice begins to crackle. Heavier and heavier, until the words are indistinguishable from the white noise enveloping them.]
I’ve co❍͇͖̖̪͛͠❍̓ ⧫̗̜͚͗̋ͬͧ̈́o̼ͯ͗ͪ□͓̣̰̠̟̟̖͂͌̓ f̴̣ͯ̾̍̾͊ar just .|̓ͫͮ͆͏̗͡◆ die beca̤̝͔̪͖̓̊u͕̠̅͊̍̈́͛se so❍□■|̨̪̿ͅ|̨͎̜͇ ⬥■͇̮͆̿ͫ̕͞⧫̙̮̖̍ͣ̄̔͊͝⬧̙̪̫͇ͫ̇͐ͮ̍͞ ❍ ⧫! #̂͌̚̚-͎̯̙͎̃ ,̨͈̮̦̘̹̯ͨ͋ͥ͂͂̐ͅ❍͖͖̺̣ͤ̑͌́͞|͚͉̭͖ͦͪ\͍͈̲̌|͎̜̯͕ͫͫ̊̑́
[The feed cuts shortly after.]
Combinotron, plz and thank!
Uh...mic's on, kiddos.
[There is, admittedly, much more he'd like to say. Concern for them both, asking what the hell half of that means, a warning that sometimes listening to or relying on the adults in your life isn't a bad choice...but he's not so stupid as to barge in where he isn't wanted.]
TIMELINE OPTION 10.
Tears are rolling down their cheeks.]
Of course, how could I forget?!
It's rude to talk about people who are listening!
[And back to laughter they go, lost to their apparent amusement entirely.]
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Wh⬥̕͠͏̶tever. They're a hass⧫́́̕͢͏⬧̵̶̧̕͜ to work with an⧫҉́ay. Th⧫́́̕͢͏⬥̕͠͏̶⬧̵̶̧̕͜ ̸❍̵̨̕͟ds■̨҉⧫҉́ust⬧͜͏ ́͟͟͜͠❍̷͢͜ s⧫́́̕͢͏⬥̕͠͏̶ck⧫́́̕͢͏■̨҉⬥̕͠͏̶ to ■ y⧫́́̕͢͏u and won't l❍̹̜̹̼̩͘͘͡t go.
jesus christ one day i will actually respond to things within a week
listen whatever y'all want
♪then you need to book a therapy session
talk about your depression
and let a professional hear it♪
separate will probs work better! [TIMELINE OPTION 19]
And initially, the only response Connor has is laughter. High pitched, hysterical laughter.]
I knew it. I knew it.
This is hell. I'm dead. This is hell.
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you know i wanna be damned, gotta be damned♪
[So yes. The answer's yes.]
I cocked up this is actually timeline 18 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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[♡ timeline v.]
[--but what comes out on Connor's end is the sound of a bell, followed by sharp, chiming piano notes and a distinctly electric hum.]
♫ Is that what you heard?
Broken words in the dirt
Yelling out, into the sun:
"Here we come." ♪
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♪here they talked of revolution
here it was they lit the flame
here they sang about tomorrow
and tomorrow never came♪
Both in separate threads!
But the rest of the conversation is just as concerning. "The future of humans and monsters", talk of breaking the barrier... familiar words, but with a darker undertone to them. Chara is implying something, but she can't be sure what. Not until she's heard it from them.
And it sounds like they're... planning something, something she doesn't entirely understand. Frisk's tone of voice, something she's never heard from them before... Chara saying the word "die" just before their voice cut out... it terrifies her to her core. What are they talking about?
She decides to respond gently, calmly. She can tell this is a private conversation, but... she has to say something. She has to.]
Chara? Frisk? Can you hear my voice?
heck yeah [TIMELINE OPTION 12]
Chara is simply silent. Until they aren't.]
Why now?
Why are you bothering to talk to me now?
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But they must talk about it. They must. She tries to respond, and... her voice comes out, but with another voice speaking over it. It's unclear not who is the other voice speaking, but when.]
Have I ever failed you, my child...? Have I ever not been there for you in your time of need...?
[The other voice is much louder. It says:] Do you think I do not know, Chara? You are not as clever as you think - did you take me for a fool?
[♡ timeline xviii.]
Mom? Are you here?
[...]
... Dad?
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[...Is what she says, but in a burst of static, the voice that actually answers says only one thing:]
Prove to me you are strong enough to survive!
> FIGHT > ACT > ITEM > MERCY
whatever you like!
Tha̱̒᷉n͖᷆͊k͉ͩ͋s foṟ᷀ͅ t̙᷈̎he ĉ͍͛oͥn͎͉͌firḿ̇̾ạ̱̎ti̲̻̍o͗̆ͬn̥̈ͨ.̶̥̂
Alway̴̑᷾s͒᷀̆ k̒͋̐new I w̏͒͘a̦̯̓s dead̹͍̐̋́̔᷾ w̵̳͎͉̏̚̕ḙ̳᷁̌ͮ̍̓i͉̗̯͗ͣ́̚g̡͕᷊͚̥͘͘h̳̅̆᷃̄ͦ̋t̸̝̙̝̂͒̕.̪͔ͣ͆ͪͪ̇.
I'm going for separate and hoo fucking boy -- TIMELINE OPTION 6
Barely. A croak of sound, like their throat has been rubbed with sandpaper.]
Who...
Who's there? An- [They cut themself off with a muffled, wet cough, which quickly dissolves into a series of heaving noises.]
I don't need a doctor. Tell mother-- no more doctors.
No more.
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[No more doctors, said someone once, retching into their deathbed, skin flaking with reddened rashes and sores.]
[No more doctors, pleaded someone once, huddled in the corner of a room, wanting his mom and no one else.]
When's Mom com̕i᷊ṇg̓ b͈᷈́a̝͙᷈c̡͈̝k̫̆̚?"
cws continuing for the rest of the thread, methinks
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[♡ timeline xi.]
I don't want to let go, either.
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[His tone, when he answers, sounds normal. But the sound just keeps...cutting out.]
You're not sounding like usual. Are you okay?
calling Chara but Frisks are welcome
It's the last words, Frisk's and Chara's, that makes dread run cold in her chest, makes her voice thinner than it should be when she tries to warn them.]
Uhh, kid? You're not gonna like this...
ring ring ring banana phone — TIMELINE OPTION 16
I’m sorry, who is this?
If you’re one of the new arrivals, you’d be better to speak with Rin Rohsaka.
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[♡ timeline iv not found.]
P̛͖͚̝͉̘̝͎̼̬͖̰̙͕l̷͕͓̩̻̼̟̙̮̠e̴̞̳̞̲̼̱͉͕̹̭̦̕͢ḁ̙͖̖̮̭̱̯̬̩̟́͝s̨̨̮̲͍͍̭͔̳̥̘̻̤̱̹͕̜͘͟ͅe͝҉̷̯̼͍͉̤̰̘̝͈͢ ҉̡̰̹͇̻̕͘d̀͏̹̖̤͉͉̖̙̗̦͈̻̱̳̣̪̙̥̠͜͠ͅớ̵̪̩̲̞͉̱̭͎͙̺n͏̷̯̫̪͔̺̳̱̬'̸͕̜̗͓̞͔̱̳̲̟̻̻̮͍́̕̕ͅt̸̰̠͉͓̱̭͈͉́͟ ̨͚̩̤̟̫͢t̷̷̨̛̥̤̖͡h̴̶͔̹͖̙͇ͅͅi̴̴̵̜͍̝̬̠̱͕̠̬̫̼͢͠ṇ̸̨̧̩͕̲̲͟k̡͇͖͈͖̥̝̳͓̜͚̳̜͓̟͖͖͠ͅ ̵̨̠̼̹̞̘̪̀̕ͅͅà̶҉̜͖͍̙̗̞̪̪̰̻͚̝̗̪̱̜́b̷͙͍̟̭͠o̢̜̼̦̥̗͙̭u̧҉̭͎̯͖͠t̡̢̮̠͍̖̭̰̬͇̦̗͙̬̖̜̯̬͓ͅͅ ͕͉̝͙̫͓̙͘͢͜͢͝ţ̳̼̝̮̼͍̱̭͕͉̫h̵͚͙̺͙̳͙̼̭̳̩̼͍͙̪̀͢͞i҉̧̞̺͚̥̹̳̮̦̳̱̘̜͓̀ͅş̗͓̫̟͚̗̳̖̳͢͡ ̧̼̼͈̣̺͟á̵̝̺̺̣̤̳͕͉̬̫̞͙̰͈̺͢͞ń̨̕͏̰̱̣̮̺̟̲͚̀ỳ̵͏̪̯̬̹̞̭̬̲̤̦̳͉̞̮ͅm̧̛̙͎̘̞̲̣̣̘̰̠̤̗̠͎̀͝ơ̧̖̝̮͔̼̪̼͢͡ŗ̶̴̶̡͖͔̝ę̵̷̪̮̱̪͔̩͉͉̯̤̮̀͘.̵̷̡̻̩̙̝̘͖̗̪̺̜̹̰̘̭͈̤̼
gimme both, separate or together is up to you!
So she clicks on, trying to make an attempt to shuffle thoughts together.]
Y'know, for insisting you don't want help from other people, this sure sounds like a cry for one.
Gonna gooo separate - TIMELINE 2
[Chara's response is quick and irritated, and also- not directed at Beau.]
You feel like it's a good idea to finish throwing up before you worry about anything else.
COOL
whatever you want!
He shouldn't be so surprised about that, really.
He doesn't respond himself. This wasn't meant for him. But after a bit of silence, there's a voice with a British accent, talking:]
Asgore? Please don't die too. Too many people have died already.
[Asgore's response, when it comes, is heavy.] It would change nothing.
singular for ease annnnd
[In comparison to the acidic, mocking tones of before, Chara sounds positively frantic, practically shouting into the feed.
Or not.]
C-can you hear me?! Hello?? Fa- please, I don't understand!
What's happening to me?!
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