Connor Murphy (
yourattention) wrote in
lifenet2018-07-11 04:27 pm
Entry tags:
- coco: héctor rivera,
- dear evan hansen: connor murphy,
- hollow knight: the knight,
- red vs. blue: agent washington,
- voltron: keith kogane,
- ✖ captive prince: laurent,
- ✖ dangan ronpa: hinata hajime,
- ✖ dangan ronpa: komaeda nagito,
- ✖ no.6: shion,
- ✖ original: foster van denend,
- ✖ rwby: pyrrha nikos,
- ✖ the adventure zone: lup,
- ✖ undertale: muffet
forward-dated to very early on the 14th

[for those of you who are having trouble reading the font:
top text:
found this on umui w/ lup in a locked drawer
come find me if you wanna see the og ver
bottom text:
found these on a different pg w/ blood
and the rest of it is just a transcript of this.]

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Not that I can judge... I am not the saviour but the diseased, the wretched and incurable. I am the terminus of that which rots! Do you understand?
I am singular because there is nothing more singular than purpose.
If they didn't succeed, maybe there is a reason for that.
There is nothing more finite than time, nothing more real than mortality...! Effort without result is just more time wasted, corpses on the altar to mediocrity...!
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Such as Hope. Hope is singular, but it births much more, it brings more than just itself. It is an all imcompasing concept that represents so many things.
These people display Hope. And even if they couldn't reach it in time, it will build. We do t know if they succeeded, but it doesn't matter if they did or didnt. They tried, they left their mark. There is a story to discover and put together.
You however are tedious trash. It feels as if you want to champion despair but without real dedication to it.
Worse than trash even... simply unimportant. Negligible. Utter pointlessness and a waste of breath.
It's a bit irritating.
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None of us have time for you two to fight. - Hinata
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This is being assaulted by insult personified.
CW: Self mutilation, blood (less than planned)
But! There are also a few words. Some of them are scrawled on the sides, like notes taken in the margins. They read:
TERMINAL CONDITION
TERMINAL PURPOSE
and
I AM MY DISEASE
What they are annotating is:]
Yes! Yes, I am worse than trash, lower and more insignificant, more pointless, more disgusting and repulsive than rot, I say nothing, know nothing, remember nothing. I am absolute nothing.
I was born less than nothing, a disease, a decay, and it is as less than nothing that I am meant to die. But it is as I am become worthlessness that I know its face. I am lower still than even the lie of hope, but by its absence I know its truth. Hope is a lie told by those in denial of their passivity, of their idleness, their meaningless existence. It is a lie assuaging their fear of pain, of mortality by perpetuating the mundane as a means to something greater.
This land is a monument to hope because it is full of lies.
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There isn't even a reason to rebute you. Explaining it to such as you is a worthless endeavor and would more taint anything holesom and pure than educate someone with potential.
A blemish on the world.
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