yourattention: (i gotta tell ya life without you)
Connor Murphy ([personal profile] yourattention) wrote in [community profile] lifenet2018-07-11 04:27 pm

forward-dated to very early on the 14th



[for those of you who are having trouble reading the font:

top text:
found this on umui w/ lup in a locked drawer
come find me if you wanna see the og ver

bottom text:
found these on a different pg w/ blood

and the rest of it is just a transcript of this.]
cacoethes_mori: (Everything will go tonight)

[personal profile] cacoethes_mori 2018-07-17 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
'Something,' yes. But did they achieve it?

Not that I can judge... I am not the saviour but the diseased, the wretched and incurable. I am the terminus of that which rots! Do you understand?

I am singular because there is nothing more singular than purpose.

If they didn't succeed, maybe there is a reason for that.

There is nothing more finite than time, nothing more real than mortality...! Effort without result is just more time wasted, corpses on the altar to mediocrity...!
despairing_hope: (pic#10460422)

[personal profile] despairing_hope 2018-07-17 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
Purpose is not in and of itself singular. Perhaps what one drives purpose from can be a singular concept, but it will always branch out into other things.

Such as Hope. Hope is singular, but it births much more, it brings more than just itself. It is an all imcompasing concept that represents so many things.

These people display Hope. And even if they couldn't reach it in time, it will build. We do t know if they succeeded, but it doesn't matter if they did or didnt. They tried, they left their mark. There is a story to discover and put together.

You however are tedious trash. It feels as if you want to champion despair but without real dedication to it.

Worse than trash even... simply unimportant. Negligible. Utter pointlessness and a waste of breath.

It's a bit irritating.
thisisourfuture: (The culprit is you...)

[personal profile] thisisourfuture 2018-07-17 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
You're done. Walk away Komaeda.

None of us have time for you two to fight. - Hinata
despairing_hope: (pic#10460429)

[personal profile] despairing_hope 2018-07-17 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
This isn't a fight.

This is being assaulted by insult personified.
cacoethes_mori: (Everything will go tonight)

CW: Self mutilation, blood (less than planned)

[personal profile] cacoethes_mori 2018-07-17 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
[What Foster leaves on the rock in response is... a thick cluster of dark purple bracket fungus, which are sticky and dark with blood. There's some blood on the stone, too, which is unavoidable as the mushrooms were previously attached to his face.

But! There are also a few words. Some of them are scrawled on the sides, like notes taken in the margins. They read:

TERMINAL CONDITION
TERMINAL PURPOSE

and

I AM MY DISEASE

What they are annotating is:
]

Yes! Yes, I am worse than trash, lower and more insignificant, more pointless, more disgusting and repulsive than rot, I say nothing, know nothing, remember nothing. I am absolute nothing.

I was born less than nothing, a disease, a decay, and it is as less than nothing that I am meant to die. But it is as I am become worthlessness that I know its face. I am lower still than even the lie of hope, but by its absence I know its truth. Hope is a lie told by those in denial of their passivity, of their idleness, their meaningless existence. It is a lie assuaging their fear of pain, of mortality by perpetuating the mundane as a means to something greater.

This land is a monument to hope because it is full of lies.
despairing_hope: (101)

[personal profile] despairing_hope 2018-07-17 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Vulgar repugnant peice of filth.

There isn't even a reason to rebute you. Explaining it to such as you is a worthless endeavor and would more taint anything holesom and pure than educate someone with potential.

A blemish on the world.
thisisourfuture: (I'll cut that argument to pieces!)

[personal profile] thisisourfuture 2018-07-17 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
I said Enough. - Hinata
Edited 2018-07-17 05:52 (UTC)