Connor Murphy (
yourattention) wrote in
lifenet2018-07-11 04:27 pm
Entry tags:
- coco: héctor rivera,
- dear evan hansen: connor murphy,
- hollow knight: the knight,
- red vs. blue: agent washington,
- voltron: keith kogane,
- ✖ captive prince: laurent,
- ✖ dangan ronpa: hinata hajime,
- ✖ dangan ronpa: komaeda nagito,
- ✖ no.6: shion,
- ✖ original: foster van denend,
- ✖ rwby: pyrrha nikos,
- ✖ the adventure zone: lup,
- ✖ undertale: muffet
forward-dated to very early on the 14th

[for those of you who are having trouble reading the font:
top text:
found this on umui w/ lup in a locked drawer
come find me if you wanna see the og ver
bottom text:
found these on a different pg w/ blood
and the rest of it is just a transcript of this.]

CW: Self mutilation, blood (less than planned)
But! There are also a few words. Some of them are scrawled on the sides, like notes taken in the margins. They read:
TERMINAL CONDITION
TERMINAL PURPOSE
and
I AM MY DISEASE
What they are annotating is:]
Yes! Yes, I am worse than trash, lower and more insignificant, more pointless, more disgusting and repulsive than rot, I say nothing, know nothing, remember nothing. I am absolute nothing.
I was born less than nothing, a disease, a decay, and it is as less than nothing that I am meant to die. But it is as I am become worthlessness that I know its face. I am lower still than even the lie of hope, but by its absence I know its truth. Hope is a lie told by those in denial of their passivity, of their idleness, their meaningless existence. It is a lie assuaging their fear of pain, of mortality by perpetuating the mundane as a means to something greater.
This land is a monument to hope because it is full of lies.
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There isn't even a reason to rebute you. Explaining it to such as you is a worthless endeavor and would more taint anything holesom and pure than educate someone with potential.
A blemish on the world.
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